allyzcat

She is not crazy, she is being forced to see, to relive crazy things that have happend to her as she just tries to be Her mind makes her forget, Feels like shes slipping into the void Its freaking her out but shes to exhausted to fret. She just keeps moving on because its the state of her soul shes trying to avoid. Her mind keeps her ever alert, for her own safety. It doesnt matter how unlikely, as long as there's a maybe. Yes, its true those memories emerge, at night, she cant sleep, she toses and turns she yearns to rest being condemned to fright. -and with each wondering thought to there she returns. Ashamed of "what" she is, she struggles to see the coming light. Forlorn feeling that quality of life is no longer to be had. Because the people couldnt see what they were doing, no hindsight. -and now shes convinced shes going stark mad hatter mad, as through joy or sorrow, at the end of the day she knows only plight and wonders what she might forget tomorrow. Shes hurt and